my attention span is way too short.does anyone know how to lengthen it.i want a vaio.desperately.council hopefully ill get chosen.extremely short-fused lately.i wonder why.my friend thinks emo is getting the better of me.i feel life is filled with simple happiness just that many have not found it.at times id rather be that kid at the playground.that infectious laughter.that momentary happiness.isnt that what we want.what we are in search for.people spend hundreds a night when out in the clubs but are they really happy?i think not.i know caused ive experienced it before.wouldnt it be nice if there was just nothing to fret about in the world.where everything just falls into place perfectly.where everyone loves each other for who they are and not for where they come from.the world sees things on the outside when what matters most is what's on the inside.i think because of that i have becomed too shallow minded.at times i am even ashamed of my thoughts and my mindset.people should give others a second chance.another chance to prove themselves.if not for that think about it i would not have made one of my current best friends.i am sorry babe about last time though.i wonder if things would ever change.farewell fair cruelty.